Valentine's day is overrated

I'm sorry but I'm not in the best of moods so if you want to move pass my blog, that's fine.

I'm going to lay it out right here. Boo isn't romantic. He doesn't seem to give a rip that it's a special day for lovers. He isn't sentimental when it comes to holidays either. So, mix that with someone like me that loves, gets silly, lights up, anticipates the day and it's a spontaneous combustion. I didn't even get a card. I got an email yesterday from him, although he's in the same exact house, that said, "Happy Valentine's Day". Nothing more, nothing less.

I hate to admit this but for honesty sake, that's totally a turn off for me. I need someone that lights up or at least understands how silly and sentimental I am on days like this. I'm trying not to hit the "reminisce button" the one where I think about my ex and I and how he knew that Valentine's day meant the world and where gifts were special, treasured and romantic.

To top it off, we disagreed about something that may even become a deal breaker = engagement is off. That still remains to be seen.

So, before Valentine's day is officially over, I'm going in search of a slice of cheesecake in honor of "me".